I really don't know, why I'm doing this. Again. I managed to leave Ana and Mia both behind, almost a year ago. And I've been doing great. Really. Though there was something inside my head, that was telling me to go back, to keep going on. To stop eating, to get thinner.
Me and this adventure. Me AT this adventure. This is my lifestyle since I remember, this is something that used to keep me right from the very begginning of my journey to the perfection. I need to do this. I want to do this. I want to look better, I want to be worthy being called "beautiful".
And most of all, I want to be aware that I achieved something big, something that's not for everybody.
I'm starting right now. At the moment. I know it's not fair. It's not fair, but if I won't start now, I probably won't start at all.
Can you give me some motivating words?
I'm starting at 157 lbs. Heading to 120 lbs.
Keep your belief in me and your fingers crossed.
I love you all, my over-achievers <3
